Falling sick this time round is crazy! For the past half year I have been trying so hard to put on weight. And I finally did! 4kg some more. Now becoz of the sickness, I lost 3kg in less than six days. WTF.

AS OF TODAY,

im exactly 22 years 1 month old.

YES, IM OLD!

i admit.

being 23 this year sounds SCARY.

my mom is a mother at the age of 23 but i can definitely not be one now.

financial status is the problem now to start a family.

there’s SO much to consider before settling down.

my bf is the same age as me, just started working.

where to find the money to get married?

the government can never expect young people nowadays to have kids man.

the standard of living is increasing like crazy.

how to afford?!

solution: DONT MARRY! HAHAHAHAHA!

it’s another MC of the year.

seriously i wanna stop taking MCs although in Singapore we are entitled to 14 days per year.

i hate falling sick becoz it makes me feel and look weak.

mom said that if i didnt take cod liver oil for 15 years of my life, i would have been weaker than now.

i was thinking…. how true can that be?

now alr weak fuck. more weak means? this is madness.

i will now be very disciplined, diet wise esp.

cut down on chilli, eat some fruits (OMG!) and perhaps fixed eating time.

im going down to the chinese physician again tmr.

hopefully visiting him regularly will keep my body fit and healthy.

not to mention the ugly truth about drinking bitter medicines.

YUCK.

totally disgusting.

shall erase that out.

HEALTH FIRST, taste buds unhappiness second.

AH, what the shit.

FML.

i feel im unable to sleep as soundly as before.

is it the work load? or the weather?